THE INVISIBLE FEAR 1

 The deepest fear of me & my soul,

the craziest 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔  𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑠𝑎𝑑𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠,

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑖 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑦,

𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 "𝑖𝑛𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑙𝑦"

𝑛𝑜 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙,

𝑛𝑜 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙,

𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑎 𝑤𝑎𝑦,

ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒,

𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔,

𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓

𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑠𝑎i𝑑 I a𝑚 a 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑟

𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 i parsimoniously hide 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠

𝐼𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠𝑛𝑡 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑚𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑠𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔

i disregard any new ideas

welcome the formal ideas

I don't wanna agree with those 𝑠ays FORGET THE PAST

I   𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑛 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑖𝑡

but I can't teach myself

ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑖 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑛 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑎 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑟

ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑖 𝑏𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑠𝑓𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑎ny ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝𝑒𝑟?

𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑎 𝑑𝑒𝑥𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛

𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑜𝑢𝑠 

𝐴 𝑑𝑟𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑐 𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑝 𝑚𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔

𝐼 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑛 𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑟

𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑚

𝑟𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑒𝑔𝑜

𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑢𝑐𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠

𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑓𝑎𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠

𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛

𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑐𝑙𝑜𝑡ℎ.

To be continued

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MONDAY and THURSDAY

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